Tired.

I don't know about you, but I'm tired.

I'm tired of turning on the news and seeing devastation after devastation.  Crazy people living and innocent people dying.

Seeing what this tornado did in Oklahoma is just so hard to watch; especially knowing it hit an elementary school and so many kids had their life swept away before they could experience so much of the good in this world.

Since Ryan and I lived in Kansas City, we got to experience first hand how scary even a tornado siren can be, much less a tornado.

I'm sick of all of these crazy things happening lately - Sandy Hook, the Boston Marathon bombing, innocent lives still being lost in Afghanistan, and even locally, a state trooper randomly being shot just by doing his job.

When I was young, I never understood why my mom was so psycho about telling me to always lock the doors, never walk anywhere alone, always having to call when I got to where I was going, etc.  Now that I'm older and know that I'll someday have kids of my own, I understand where she was coming from.

As far as I see it, when it comes to good vs. evil, good always wins.  It's like what Fred Rogers said, "When I was a boy and I would see scary things in the news, my mother would say to me, 'Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping.'"  Except I'm not a boy.

With this tornado, though, it's good vs. evil in a different way.  It's not like anyone could stop this tornado, and it's not anything to this scale could be predicted.

I guess what I'm trying to say is.....I just wish we didn't have to try to fight evil so much.