Quick Update

A few things:

-Ryan made it safely and is now at the site he'll be at for the next 4 months.  He sounds really good, has adjusted to the time difference, is enjoying the work he's doing, and I don't think he misses me at all yet ;)
-I'm pretty sure I've worried myself sick.  I'm not handling Ryan being gone nearly as well as I thought I would/could.  It's been a little over a week and I feel like it's been months.  I can't sleep and when I'm up, I'm thinking about him constantly.  I'm not as concerned about his safety as much as it's just been such a huge change for my life.  I went from living with him, sleeping with him every night, and working 50+ hours a week to no work and no Ryan.  I've kept busy thanks to Alysa, Kim & Ron including me in everything and I'm thankful for that.  I just hope I become better at adjusting Ryan not being here, or I find a way to deal with this stress!  I don't know if I'm coming with something, but all I know right now is that I have no energy, my throat is on fire and my head feels like it weighs 20 lbs more than it should.  WAH! I never, ever get sick.
-Roadrunner needs to hurry up and send me my running stuff so I can start running outside.  I may or may not of accidently entered the shipping address to go to St. Petersburg, FL (oops), but I want my stuff, damnit!
-Kim is a really, really good cook.
-Isabella and Charlotte are such sweet little girls.  I'm so glad I've been able to play with them some and convince them that they really do have an Uncle Ryan and Aunt Ainsilie!
-Ellen is the funniest show ever.  You can't watch her show and not be in a good mood!!
-I'm almost with my holiday shopping.  There's 12 days left before Christmas!  I need to not work more often!

:)